I’m over too tired of all this feeling lonely. Actually I’ve found out that loneliness is a condition of the mind. I have never had a succesful love relationship so far! If i meet a guy that I really like, he’s going to appear to be an idiot, then it’s me the one who puts the end of the relationship. After that I cope with my loneliness (surprizing but seems like I’ve turned out to be stronger than I thought I am) and forget about the ex=boy. I fall in love with another one, who is nice, but the ex one asks me to turn back to him. Now I am no longer in love with him, neither I could do anything with the other one, who after a few months of waiting got another girlfriend. Here’s why “my mind is laughing at me” as Korn sing in one of their songs - “Did my time” Now I not only feel the opposite of lonely, but I also feel I can hardly even breathe after all these unsuccesful relationships. I dislike relationships. I don’t feel sad at all. I actually feel very well now that I finally realise what my faulties are. From now on I’m not going to search the love, I’m just going to live for the moment. If love appears that will be okay, if it doesn’t that won’t bother me at all! And I’d also like to say that Leann Rimes’ song “Can’t fight the moonlight” sucks!!! :)