No more damp!

I’m over too tired of all this feeling lonely. Actually I’ve found out that loneliness is a condition of the mind. I have never had a succesful love relationship so far! If i meet a guy that I really like, he’s going to appear to be an idiot, then it’s me the one who puts the end of the relationship. After that I cope with my loneliness (surprizing but seems like I’ve turned out to be stronger than I thought I am) and forget about the ex=boy. I fall in love with another one, who is nice, but the ex one asks me to turn back to him. Now I am no longer in love with him, neither I could do anything with the other one, who after a few months of waiting got another girlfriend. Here’s why “my mind is laughing at me” as Korn sing in one of their songs - “Did my time” Now I not only feel the opposite of lonely, but I also feel I can hardly even breathe after all these unsuccesful relationships. I dislike relationships. I don’t feel sad at all. I actually feel very well now that I finally realise what my faulties are. From now on I’m not going to search the love, I’m just going to live for the moment. If love appears that will be okay, if it doesn’t that won’t bother me at all! And I’d also like to say that Leann Rimes’ song “Can’t fight the moonlight” sucks!!!

 

What do you know about fire safety, huh?!

 

What an interesting experience…

Here’s what happend to me on Friday:

I was in Haskovo on the skating-rink and while I was returning to Dimitrovgrad and getting of the buss a young gipsy asked me to hold for a while her baby while she prepares all her bags and she was pregnant so it was difficult for her. She asked me soo politely and she didn’t look like other dirthy gipsies so I decided to help her. She asked me to wait for her outside because people were getting off the buss and I was impedimenting the movement. I got off the buss and then after few people got off after me teh buss doors closed, but the gipsy didn’t get off it! I was standing like shooted and staring at the buss which was moving on! I got a taxi immediately and told him to ride me to the next stop of the buss(in the city centre). The taxi, of course arriveed before the buss so I just stood there and waited for the gipsy. She got off the bus and when she saw me she run away! I ran after her, but it was very hard, because I was holding the baby. She dissapeared in a building and when I went after her she was crying and telling me to take the baby because she didn’t have enough money to look after more kids and she had 6! Then suddenly the police arrived, because they’had seen us running with the baby and screaming, and the police station is just next to the bus stop in the centre! They came to us and appeared that this baby was claimed to be kidnapped. Someone wanted to sell it. I realised then that the gipsy had kidnapped it so that she could sell it but its kidnapping was reported and she was trying to escape from the situation by giving the child to someone else. And that was me, who was very angry and the gipsy at that moment was crying. She told the police that I had kidnapped her baby and they arrested me and said I would be in the station untill I prove that I really am 16 and my parents come to take me! But my father was in a specializiating courses in Stara Zagora and my mother had just went to work because she was working a night shift in the laboratory today. I had to spend the night in the station. In the morning I felt someone was pushing me and trying to wake me up and I heard this person sayng:  ”Come on! You’re gonna be late for school! Did you watch that film yesterday - it finished at 00.30, you shouldn’t wahtc it you should go to bed earlier! I’ll forbid you staying so late in the evenings and watchin stupid films! What do you have for thw first class - Mathematics? Cool, you’re so bad at maths now you’re gonna miss the lesson before the test! Get up!”

 

Harry Potter for all generations?!

“-A letter? Do you really believe,proffesor Dumblledore, that all this could be described in a letter?! These people will never really understand the boy! He’s going to be famous… legends would be told about him, I wouldn’t surprised if this day in the future is known as “The Harry Potter’s Day”! Books will be written about him, every child in the world will know his name…”

Two days ago I wanted to have a little fun with my granny and for a joke I gave her Harry Potter to read. Now she is a Harry Potter’s fan!!!  And I’m not kidding! Adulst read it, kids read it, and now old people appear to have been interested in it - what makes the Harry Potter saga so famous and beloved?

The truth is that I am a Harry Potter fan too but not from those maniacal fans who live in a magic world!! I read a lot of other books and this is what (I think) protects me against having mania to only one book, and even though Harry Potter is one of my favourites! But why?

The first thing that grabbes the reader is the magic - the magic world, the magic people and the magic reality. Yeah! That’s it! A reality! Not like in the fairy tales in which magic is considered to be a fiction. This is a story about a boy who lives in the 21 century and he even plays a computer in the first book!

So, here’s another thing that touches - the relation between our reality and the magic. The book describes the life of a kid who is just like everyone else and is written so that every child(or adult) can find something in himself in this book. It is in some moments very sensful, because there are stories about situations of the real life, friendship, ideals related to the reality  - even there are main characters who have died and kids cried a lot but still the author declared more characters would die! The behaviour of the characters is typical for our century and that grabbes the reader. And all the magic and legends and fiction are so well combinated that they look like a truth. People just love when they cannot find a mistake in the fiction! All the things related to one another and all the actions full of non stopping thrill makes us want more and more.

The sad truth is that some kids haven’t read anything else but Harry Potter. They’ve never known that there can be an interesting book and they believe this is the only(This is all the BG school’s fault, but that’s another question!). I have seen crazy people dressing like wizards and talking only about magic, imitating harry potter and hermione and so on! Ya know what - I loughet at first, but… Wow, then I thought - that’s not ridicoulus! That’s not sad! That’s scary!!! This is a mania! This book i some of my favourites but not a book about my life! And there really ARE some more interesting ones. I like this book too! I love the characters, the plot, the magic, the facts, the actions, everything.But Why it causes suc a mass-mania! Whyy? Why?! Whyy?!?!!?! What makes it so special? Some people would say that there are many other books! I know that!! I am non stop reading books but, people, don’t try to think over yourself. Think over the million children obsessed with this mania! I wonder why is that? Yeah, I love this book, but I reaally love the ”Amtrack Wars” saga and “Henry’s list of wrongs” and “Forever Amber” and “Birds Thorn” really, The last is about different kinds of behavour in a different time. Amber is about problems that would be forever, the book about Henry is alal written about 21 century’s people and amtrack wars is a fiction - I just love different kinds of books!!! And still i don’t think it is normal that such a mania exists. It is stronger than the mania for “Star Wars” 30 years ago!

Hmmm, actually … is it different? No! Now as i think both are just full of thrill sagas with a lot of fiction presented as a reality in a way that makes you want to be there. Star Wars has become obsolete, but not really… Is Harry Potter going to be the same, or worse/better?

 

Physiognomies

 A Phrenology lesson  —->>> Since ancient times there are many studies that we nowadays don’t know. What is interesting is that our mind subliminal knows them! For example - there is a strict chemistry low about which people attract us and which people distract us. In fact our mind is just like programmed to know an ocultic knowledge called Phrenology which teaches what kind of character you have accordin to your face. This skill we use subliminal, when you don’t like the appearance you don’t like the person at first time, right?! See the link above

 

So many ways to say…

I LOVE YOU IN DIFFERENT LANGUAGES!

 

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