Informational flood?

 

Many people who want to be taken for very smart and wise say: “Knowledge hurts”. I wonder why. I have always believed knowledge is a power. There is a saying: “Keep your friends close, but keep your enemies even closer” The more you know about something or someone the better you know how to deal with it, how to win in a difficult situation, how to influence. That’s why knowledge is a power. But we’re all used to choosing what to know. If we don’t understand something, or if it seems to contradict to our point of view about the universe we just avoid it. That can be said abot our conceptions for everything. We could see only 40% of the sun’s radiation - the so called visible light. The other 60% are ultraviolet and infrared beams we don’t see. We don’t hear the infrasound and ultrasound. We don’t comprehend things that are beyond our senses… but they exist. We don’t even understand fully any relligion, the brain even has the ability to forget in order to save its functions. Perhaps the data that our brain stores is something so important that it should be stored very very carefully. We use only a small percent of our brains’ ability to store information, and even it is sometimes deleted in order to prevent some bad consequenses. But what would happen if we were forced to comprehend all of the data in the world? It is all a great web of concepts and the more we know the more we stick on this web untill our brain just refuses to work. Have you ever herad of a situation in which many surprizing facts come out and someone say “Wow, that was so spontanous I need some time to comprehend all this!”  So, do we live better as we don’t comprehend a great part of the world’s data or would we live better if we try to fully understand everything? In this point could we use the concept “informational flood”? How do you think? We live in the 21 century. The 20th century was the one of technologies, but the 21 century is the time of information, concepts, personality growing. A whole lot of writers describe unexplainable things, they write about very sophisticated matter trying to represent it in a simple way, many directors create films for the (scary?) future, philosophy becomes a greater science than ever, all kinds of stuff are trying to be understood, everyone tries to become wiser(all in their own way). They all take the beginning of a lifelong journey, a journey that would end when they understand everything that could be understood - never. “Informational flood” - that could be the new global problem of the 21st century society. And it’s just the beginning…

 

“Come on - eat your bread with pleasure and have fun while drinking your wine, because God has already accepted all of your deeds!”

I doveote this post to one of Paulo Coelho’s characters called Veronica, who discovered that life is a miracle!        

How do you imagine the life? I mean a good life. Do you imagine it to be boring, or do you imagine the wonderful life as somethin exciting? Look at these kids. Aren’t they pretty? Yes they are, because they are enjoying the rain with every part of their body, mind and soul. And what if these were your kids, what would you tell them? “Oh, come here, it’s raining, you can cath a cold, don’t do that!” Why???? Why don’t people say “Oohh, look - It’s raining! Lets go out!” Because they follow rules. All problems people have, come from their own dependance on thousands of rules and norms. You know what has a phylosopher said: “One can best find themselves when they find their own boundaries” If you think deeplier you would probably say this person was quite wise! Do you know who he is - Leopold Fon Zaher Mazoh! Now all the boundaries, fixed norms and prejudices come up to your mind and withouth thinking you say: “What?! Mazoh?!! That’s disgusting, he was mad!” Hmm… And what does it mean to be mad? We all say someone is mad when he looks strange in our eyes. Strange is a synonim of different. Oh, look how far we’ve got! We think that difference is a synonym of craziness! Shame on you!!   I would rather say - “Ne Varietatem Timeamus” (Do not fear the different) Maybe they wouldn’t be so crazy if you try to understand them. There is a difference between crazy and dangerous! How many times you have denied doing something just because it is not normal or unusual for you? Next time when it rains, go out in the street ?(without an umbrella or a raincoat!) and dance in the rain! Do you find it nice? Then why don’t you do that? Because it’s crazy? :)  Why don’t you buy one of those books with drawings that are waiting you to paint them? Oh, of course - that’s for kids, adults don’t paint, unless if their out of their mind Why don’t you throw yourself in the sea with all of your clothes?! You have no idea what fun it is!!! You see the sea, the beach, but your swim wear is in the suitcase, together with the sun cream, the towels and everything else. Your parents, or friends decide to go to the quarter, and prepare for the beach. Everything is always planned! But, oh, come on, look at the sea!!! It’s lovely, and it’s telling you to come! But only you can hear it because you’re crazy Then you start runing, you don’t listen to your parents(or friends) screaming after you, you just listen to the sea, that is greeting you, and the water. The water is so cold! You just throw yourself in the sea with all of your clothes and GOSH it’s  FANTASTIC! You realise you love being spontaneous, you like the sea, you like it now, not as you have planned when exactly to swim in it. You like swim in it when it calls you! It’s fantastic! Try it. Oh, of course, I forgot. Normal people don’t do that! Can you emagine how many moments there are that can make you appreciate life , that can make you find yourself in a harmony with everything, that you ignore just because they are not normal! I have recently read about some teens masturbating in class. Ok, you want to masturbate in class - do it!  Usually people put some emotions in their sexual activity and it is intimate, but if you feel you can’t bare the lack of orgasm neither a minute more, then do it! Be crazy, feel the moment, but to be free means not to harm the other people,don’t forget that! They believe it is not normal to masturbate in class However I suppose it’s a great fun and it’s deffinetely more interesting than some stupid lessons :)  After doing some “crazy” things you will always feel excited! You will always appreciate the moment! That’s the simple moments that show you life is wonderful!  And about the crazy people - if you say someone is crazy tha means ONLY that you can’t understand him! You should think about your being in a harmony with the world instead of judging the others! Calling someone crazy means that your world is too small for him. However there are so many things. Do you remember the song “Circle of life?”  - “More to see than can ever be seen, more to find than can ever be found, more to do than can ever be done!” Life is crazy! It loves the moment! Try to accept its crazyness, because those who do that live nice, no matter whether you understand them or not! :) 

 

I’m under the absolute oversight of Venus!

 

No, Nikki still hasn’t turned out to be a person who falls in love very easy   I’m not talking about Venus as godess of love, I mean the planet Venus, and more specially about Astrology! My Ascendant is Libra, and my star sign is Tauros - they are both ruled by Venus. The Ascendant is called “a second star sign” because it is the one that best forms one’s character. You may say that the star sign is more important but the star sign is very much dependable on your Ascendant, because you may be for example Tauros, but there re twelve different kinds of ascendants so no wonder there are twelve diffeerent kinds of Tauros. However this is a more sophisticated topic. Juts consider that the ascendant is an important factor just as the star sign is, becasuse the ascendant is also called arising sign(the moon sign is not so important because it is a descendat, not rising sigg, a descending sign, so it has a small significanse) Perhaps you’ve noticed that you not always look just like others having your star sign, and people that are the same star sign as you may get on well with smbd but you get on very bad with them. This are not bulshits, I personally believe only in pragmatic things but however Astrology seems to be an interesting science!  You wonder how to define your ascendant, well take a look

Unfortunately this web site is in Bulgarian so I will just translate the 12 signs into English for those who don’t understand BG! Here is how the signs will occur, just choose yours, and then see the hour of your birth after that you’ll see your ascendant in BG but here there are translated

Aries - Овен

Tauros - Телец

Gemini - Близнаци

Cancer - Рак

Leo - Лъв

Virgo - Дева

Libra - Везни

Scorpio - Скорпион

Sagittarius - Стрелец

Capricorn - Козирог

Aquarius - Водолеи

Pisces - Риби

VERY IMPORTANT - for those who were born in the summer period - remove one hour from the hour of birth, because of the summer hours :)  Did you understand me, i think I didn’t express wel

 

I just wanted to say…

Long Ago, there was a bird to sang just once in its life. From the moment it left its nest, it searched for a thorn tree. and it never rested until it found one. Then it began to sing more sweetly than any other creature on the face of the earth. And singing, it impaled its breast on the longest, sharpest thorn. But as it was dying, it rose above its own agony to out-sing the lark and the nightingale. The thornbird pays its life for that one song and the whole world stills to listen and God, in His heaven~smiles. As its best was bought only at the cost of great pain. Driven to the thorn, with no knowledge of the dying to come. But when we press the thorn to our breast, We know…….. We understand….. And still……we do it.

Is The Love Pain?

 

The “simple” things

 

“Lion King” is one of my favourite movies and this is not because I like watching beautiful animated and speaking drawings. As Einstein says “The most difficult things should be explained in a simple way, but not made simplier” That’s exactly what we can see in “Lion King”

There are many topics about life which are revieled in the cartoon. For example the most problematic question about a person is the personal growing up. In the movie we can see a little kid, who had a very bad luck, but after that learns how to face the problems and not just running away from them. We can also meet the problem about love - Simba and Nalla. Does love conquer everything? Does love exist? We can just watch the relationship between the two lions and see how they face problems about being apreciated and having at least someone to rely on. Love appears in a moment you feel you don’t need it right now, it destroys your harmony and it builds a new better harmony of your heart. Another important topic is about being a parent and how parents always give everything for their children who give everything for theirs too. It doesn’t mean to sacrifice for ones kids, just it is exactly un “all-conquering-real-love”! Another topic is about braveness - it is not the lack of fear but the ability to realise that something is more importnant than the fact you are now scared! There are also problems about honour, about blood lines - that they’re not always so important(Simba & Scar). And another problem is about the real friendship - friends appear always just at the moment you most need them and they never leave you when you are in a difficulty. They walk with you trough life and a friend can be called the one with who you’ve spent a whole lot of moments, problems and situations together.

Isn’t it strange how such topics are revieled in a cartoon that is watched by little kids? And hasn’t somebody said that kids are wiser than the adults? As Luis Armstorng sings “I see babies cry, I watch them grow, They’ll learn much more than I’ll ever know, and I think to myself, what a wonderful World!” No, I’m not out of my mind, I’m just talking about the circle of life! everyone learns how to live by living! It is actualy the fact that Einstein was right - the wisest and meaningful things are hidden in the simpliest things of life - the simple details that we often neglect when we say “Now I’m going to apply for college(or smth elese, also very important)  and everything that stands in my way will be removed!” But aren’t these impediments what teaches us how to live? And if we’re so hurried that we neglect them then may I quote a very famous writer Aleko Konstantinov who asks “And when are we going to live?!”

 

With great power comes the great responsibility!

I was made to think about a phrase of Dostoevsky which says “Nothing has ever been more unbearable for the people than freedom!” At first I was a little confused, because… Oh come onnn, who finds freedom unbearable??!!! That’s stupid! However I decided that anyway Dostoevsky is a little smarter than me   and I decided to think better what had made him say such a thing! You know - now I agree with him!!! You’re asking why? Here’s what - perhaps you think that freedom is the right to do what you want - who dislikes this idea? However freedom is something different… It is the right to make your personal choice! We make many decisions every day and these decisions best describes us as what kind of people we are. If a person is a free one they must do these decisions on their own! Everyone has goals, values, dreams and the power to choose what to be and to fight for his values. That’s why freedom is a power, but “With great power comes the great responsibility” - says Peter Parker’s grandfather. Is he right? I think he is, because as a fox says to The Little Prince  “You are responsible for what you’ve tamed”. We are all responsible for what we fight for or look after, and we are responsible for our lives and our deeds. But this responsibility for many people is so unbearable that they’d rather choose to be dependable on a greater authority which to rule them and free them from that responsibility.

A typical example for that are the religions - all of them. They have strict rules and if you follow them you’ll have a good life and an absolution of your sins. The search of absolution shows that people can not bear the consequences of their deeds, that’s why they like to believe that someone has sacrificed in order for them to be free of responsibility and go to heaven stright after death.  For example if a serial killer wants to have an absolution of his sins he would just sorry and then he would expect to have no punishment for what he had done!
Even the most bold and brave people in world’s history have feared the freedom.

A typical example is Alexander Macedonsky. He had ruled almost the whole world, he set a NEW ERA in human history and still he was very religious! He never fought on Monday(was he free?), he always made gifts to the gods and followed a lot of other rules. It is a historical fact that most of his fights are won after he had recieved a special sign from the gods. He had the power to do great things but still he wanted to be sure that a great authority stands by him, so that he didn’t have to be entirely responsible for his deeds. Do you know how he died - he died of fever, when he got scared of a few “bad signs” (read chronichles by Plutarh ). Aint it funny how scared we are by taking the responsibility of our own deeds, even the bravest of us?

Freedom means to be free to do what you want, yeah, but also to bear the consequences of what you  have done! And that responsibility is so terrifying for the people that they have found it much easier to create religions, to make fantastic theories for explaining something that just doesn’t exist, and even to kill one another for those religions! How many people who believe in God would contradict to some rules of the (Christianity, Islam, Buddhism) huh? They would rather die, than to contradict to such a great authority as God. But hey ohhh we are talking about their own life!!! Unfortunately that proves Dostoevsky’s words that “nothing has ever been more unbearable for the people than freedom!”

 

Bad boys

There isn’t any girl or woman on this planet that has never fallen in love with one of the so called “bad boys”.  Almost every female has had a relationship with such a person, others have just fallen in love or at least be attracted by some kind of a bad boy.

Here are the three general types:

1. Bad boys who don’t hide they’re ones and behave just like dangerous and very cool guys. Why are they so dangerous - because they don’t even try to hide their “bad boy nature” and you think they’re very honest, or just try to show off in order to impress you. You believe they’re very pure and good somewhere deep in their soul, and they have put on some kind of a mask of a bad boy just for the outside world. You believe you can find the purest in them by laying all of your love on them, after then they would become just like angels fallen in your love trap. The truth is that they want you to think that way, because they want  you to fall in their web. The most common mistake about such types is that 90% of the women say “He’s a bad boy because of some sircumstanses, and now when he is with me, I’m going to show him what  real love is, he’s going to feel better, and I can easily change him!” That’s the biggest mistake ever! You girls, can you easily change something in your own characters, let alone the whole character of another person who is 18 or above?!?! Nooo wayyy! Just be careful!

2. The second type of bad boys is bad boys who pretend to be good boys. They are so genius liers that you somehow believe that they’re the purest and most sensitive people in the world. Actually they want to have a surely victim fallen in their web. You know what purpose they chase… Why are they so dangerous - this is actually the most dangerous type of bad boys, because the fisrt ones don’t hide their behaviour and you in some way know what to expect of them. The ones who just pretend to be good boys are good liers, and they are almost not able to feel love, they’re just using the girls.

3. The third type is good boys who pretend to be bad boys. Their soul is almost unreachable, because they believe they are bad boys and they pretend to be ones. They are difficult ti change, because from all the 3 types these are the ones who most want to be considered bad boys. If you even try to change their image that could cause you only harms.  You must be a very tactful actor in order to succed in changin them. These can be changed a little, not because their character can be changed, but because they are not actually real bad boys, they just pretend to be ones, that’s why it is easier to turn them back to the good side.

Most common lies:

- “I love you” - Men get involved in deep feelings, so difficult that you can be sure that if once they fall in love they almost never stop loving. So if some of them tells you he loves you, and you are in a relationship for two weeks - he is deffinetely lying! What can you do? - You can tell him that you love him too and then smile! Ohhh you don’t have a clue how strong effect this strategy has!! They find out that you have not only revieled their strategy, but also are able to use it - that could make them feel a higher respect to you!

 - “Let’s come to my place to watch a movie!” Heyy girls, don’t tell me you believe that! Does this lie actually need a comment?

 - “I’ve been with many girls, but for years I’ve been looking for a serious rerlationship” - Oh, come ooon - so many girls and none of them ready for a serious relationship?!! You must even think why so many girls have left him! Or had he really had so many girl or is just lying If he starts lying you for even the smallest thing - then you  must know that this guy can be unfaithfull. If he once lies(even for the colour of his socks) that means he’s going to lie you again! I know soooooooo well such kinds of lies and strategies that I’m now using them, and trust me if you start using their strategies against them - they become scared and you are laughing - that means you are the leader of your own feelings and don’t fall in any traps or webs.

Yooo, bad boys, you’re secrets are revieled! What’cha gonna do, huh?

 

HAhahaha, you don’t even have a clue!

Do you really believe we are alone in the whole Universe? I don’t think so. And I have a good reason about that point of view! Do you know how life on Earth has started - a star had exploded and its powder had met the Earth. It is a fact that the same powder had met all of the planets in our Solar System, but only on the Earth it has found good conditions so that it turned into a simple life form called unicellular. After that - you all know the way of the evolution. And if this star has exploded do you really believe it will throw its powder only in one direction. The star has a form of a sphere so if it throws powder it will be in many many directions - just the opposite of Earth the same star powder had probably met other planets. In at least one of all the planets,except Earth, of the whole Universe it can meet good conditions too. And another question is that this is not the only star that had exploded! So is it impossible that other life forms exist? It is impossible that no aliens exist!  They surely exist!

Ok here comes the other question - do they look just like us? I think at first they looked just like us, because they have been born from the same star powder as we had. The unicellulars that appeared would be the same as on Earth, but as you know, the different conditions make different needs which makes a quite different evolution! If they are not so smart as we are that means they couldn’t find a way to travel to space and destroy us. If they are much more smarter than us - that means they would like to study us without doing any harms! I’m sure at that! So should we be afraid of aliens - nooo But should we believe in them - yeeaahhhh!

Another important topic is that if the star powder can develop in only special conditions that means if the conditions are different from those on Earth - no life would exist. And if the cinditions are similar then the evolution way would be also similar! It is just a matter of who has started to develop first. If the star powder has met our planet first then we are much foreward in our evolution, but if it had reached another planet before Earth, that means that there has been life much before it was born on the Earth. You can think about that, instead of just saying “Oh, what bulsh*ts! There are no such stupid things like aliens!” Stupid???!!!! Life isn’t stupid - it is quite interesting!

 

I don’t want to miss a thing!

 

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you’re far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever

Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don’t wanna close my eyes
I don’t wanna fall asleep
‘Cause I’d miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing
‘Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I’d still miss you, baby
And I don’t wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I’m wondering what you’re dreaming
Wondering if it’s me you’re seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we’re together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever!

 

The World Is Mine!

 

I’d like to drink a toast to the world!

Here I am - 16 years old, standing in front of the PC, because outside is cold and I have a sore throat, that’s why my parents didn’t let me go out with friends. Never mind! I’m still having fun here while I’m thinking about the future! I just stopped for a minute and took a look at the future - you know what? - I’ve never seen so many things! So many opportunities that are never missed(if you don’t use an opportunity - someone else will do it instead of you), so many people wanting to be my friends, so many boys in love with me, so many books full of sense and every one of them is going to teach me something, soo many interesting and exciting situations I’m about to experience, so many new kinds of music, so many peaks I must climb, soo many colleges that would want me to be their student, so many jobs I’ll be best at! And I also see myself after about 20 years having a career that non stop makes me prosper in all spheres of my life, having a family I love very much, having learnt soo many things, having met soo many people and standing on the edge of the world, singing:

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom for me and you
And I think to myself, what a wonderful worldI see skies of blue and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, the dark sacred night
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world

The colours of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces of people going by
I see friends shakin’ hands, sayin’ “How do you do?”
They’re really saying “I love you”

I hear babies cryin’, I watch them grow
They’ll learn much more than I’ll ever know
And I think to myself, what a wonderful world
Yes, I think to myself, what a wonderful world

Oh yeah

May this dream come true!!! Cheers!